Happiness is...

...a visit from the Scoops guy!

Oh how I love the ice cream truck that drives by in the summer.  The clang, clang, clang of his bell makes me giddy.  Unfortunately (?) I have Nate trained to run when he hears the ringing.

Ring, Ring, Ring

Nate gasps and looks at me with excitement in his eyes.

I yell, "Let's go!", as I scoop up Alex.

We grab and run - usually without shoes.

Although, today it was without shoes or PJs.  (Nate had only his boxers on and Alex was sporting nothing more than a diaper, but oh well.)

We can't afford to miss a summer evening out on the front step dripping in ice cream stickiness.  It's much too good.

And much too fun.

And sinful.

And delicious!  

And oh, what a mess....

What a glorious mess!

A mess that we will build memories in.

A mess that's 100% washable...

...and 110% unforgettable!

This is one mess and memory I will miss when we move away from a neighborhood that sports a Scoops ice cream truck.

10 on 10 : June 2010

Today's 10 photos in 10 hours were taken with Heidi's "It's The Little Things Thursday" in mind.  I used today as a way to focus my attentions on the little things throughout my day that perk me up.  The little puffs of wind beneath my wings that get me through and fill my sails.

My morning cup 'o Joe.  Love me my coffee!

A text from a friend to remind me of how lucky I am!

A beautiful flower on my desk at work, generously planted by a friend who knows if left to my own devices, I would have killed the poor thing already.

A smile on a boy I love more than air.

A treasure hunt in the mind of a wildly imaginative 4-year-old.

A chance to go "Guy Guy" on the grass with this precious babe.

A patch of blue skies among the clouds

Learning new big boy tricks, compliments of his "sister", Jayden.

A camera thief's self-portrait

A comfort dinner of PB & J at 10:00 at night after you realize you never actually ATE anything when you fed the kids dinner earlier.

Check out more fabulous 10 on 10 captures here.

Simple Woman's Daybook...June 9, 2010

FOR TODAY...June 8 9, 2010

Outside my window...rain.  It's cold and miserable today.  Not your typical June day, but definitely a typical Rochester day.

I am thinking...about anything and everything, as I usually do.  My mind is constantly racing with things left undone, projects to start, questions to get answered, important matters to take care of, deadlines looming, etc.

I am thankful for...loving friends who remind me to keep my perspective positive and help me focus on all the blessings in my life even when the clouds take over!!  Thank you all!  I really am very lucky!

From the kitchen...cupcakes!  I promised Tiffany I would help out with her next volunteer date at the Ronald McDonald House and then I made dinner plans with Heidi and Joey and the kids.  So, in an effort to NOT drop the ball for a change, I told her I'd contribute to the meal.  So last night at 10 PM I was making cupcakes.  I still have to frost them but that's the easy part. 

I am wearing...the same boring stuff I always wear.  I so wish I could be cute and hip like my friend Leah, or look adorable like Becky Brown.  My sister got all the cute, fashionable genes I guess.  I'll have to learn to accept my frumpy tendencies.

I am remembering...to pack my camera so I can participate in tomorrow's 10 on 10.  I'm doing it "It's the Little Things Thursday" style!  Should be interesting!

I am creating...my own rules.  I totally missed posting this on the normal day (Tuesday) so I am finishing it up today and posting it on my usual Wordless Wednesday just to mix things up a little!

I am going...to see Mercedes tomorrow after many many months of just talking about it.  I do miss our therapy sessions!

I am reading...mortgage contracts, insurance policies, pre-k registration applications.

I am hoping...to get a closing date soon so I can secure plans for the next month or two.  I'm also hoping to find the time to figure out why my iPhoto library is "unreadable" and why the back up service I paid $$ for isn't backing up.  Yeah, wonderful.

I am hearing...Avery chewing on her rawhide.  It's a fabulous sound.  Dave is watching some reunion show about Caddyshack.  Which, for the record, I've never seen.

Pondering these words...When it rains it pours!  It is so true.  No matter what, it seems everything always comes at once.  You can sit idle for months at a time and then everything falls at the same time.

Around the house...chaos.  Boxes are everywhere - both packed and empty.  Piles - to give away, to throw away, to sell. 

On my mind...my mother-in-law.  She fell on Sunday and broker her femur where it connects to her hip.  She's having surgery today to repair it and there's only a 15% chance it will even help.  Dave has been up to see her at the hospital a couple times and she "looks horrible".  She's in a lot of pain and is looking at a few weeks in the hospital and 8 weeks of rehab after surgery.  At 80 that's a long road.  Dave isn't very good at expressing his feelings but I know it's bothering him because he's cranky and short tempered.  I wish he'd open up about it and realize it's ok to be worried or upset or whatever. 

Noticing that...this daybook has been pretty depressing overall :)  Can you feel the stress?!?

One of my favorite things...snuggling up in bed at the end of a long day.  I may have said this previously, but I really look forward to it.  There's nothing quite like hitting the hay, snuggled up against my warm husband, knowing a long, usually hectic day is over and I can finally rest and rejuvenate.  

A few plans for the rest of the week: Mercedes is visiting tomorrow night, Melon Bean with Tiffany on Friday, packing and laundry over the weekend.

Here is picture for thought I am sharing...

This boy makes me happy.  His smile is infectious and his personality is engaging.

Check out more daybook entries here.  

"Wordless" Wednesday - Happy Birthday Wishes!

Happy Birthday to a sweet boy who turns 3 (!) today!  It seems like just yesterday when I was driving in the dark at mach speed to the hospital from two counties away to meet this precious boy!  Happy birthday, Shawnee!  You are a lucky boy to have such a fantastic Mama and she is one lucky Mama to have you!  We love you!

My Magic 8 Ball

Alex has started being called my Magic 8 Ball because I can ask him any question and he gives me a yes or no answer.

It goes something like this:

Me:  "Alex, are you ready for bed?"

Alex:  Shakes his head no.

Me:  "Do you want to snuggle with Mommy?"

Alex:  Nods yes.


Me:  "Alex, are you adorable?"

Alex:  Nods yes.

Me:  "Does Mommy love you?"

Alex:  Nods yes.

Me: "Is Daddy mean?"

Alex: Shakes his head no.

Me:  "Are we going to win the lottery?"

Alex: Shakes his head no.  Then nods yes.


Ok.  So maybe he isn't the most reliable...but it's a fun game, anyway.

It's The Little Things...BFF

I have been blessed with many wonderful friends in my life but none that I have known as long as my BFF, Pam.  We met in the 6th grade when were assigned to the same homeroom and we've been (mostly) inseparable every since.  Ok, so there was that year in 11th grade when she hated me, but that's a whole other story!  Seriously, though...Pam is one of those friends you can easily pick right back up with regardless if it's been a week or a year since you last saw her.  She's a genuine, big-hearted person with a fantastic positive spirit and radiating charm.  

This week, to celebrate a bit of a variation on the It's the Little Things Thursday over at Starts At Eight, I want to share a story of a "little thing" in friendship that meant the world to me!  A week or so ago I was having a conversation with Pam at work and the (not-so-uncommon) fact that I am a bit of a pat rack came up.  If I recall correctly, I believe the awful word "hoarder" was used, but we won't reminisce that tiny detail.  

Anyway, that night I got home and was cleaning off my dresser and packing up some stuff to get our house ready for our first showing when I found this:

This, of course, is part of a Best Friends necklace that Pam and I once shared in junior high.  I sent this photo to Pam late that night with a text that said "okay, so maybe I am a hoarder".  She was right.  Some 20 years later I still have this trinket of our friendship from our adolescence.  I guess I DO have issues!

Much to my surprise (and delight!) I received a return text a short time later with this photo, 

saying "Then I am too!!"

Seriously, that small thing, the fact that she, too, had held on to this symbol of our youth and everlasting friendship was HUGE to me.  It's one thing for me to have senseless sentimentalities cluttering around, but Pam is much more practical than I am.  I couldn't believe she had kept it!  It gave me a warm fuzzy and filled me with love!  IWN, Pam!

Please join in focusing on and sharing the "Little Things" that mean a lot and make this journey through motherhood (and LIFE!) worth it in the end!  Stop over at Starts at Eight to link up!

Wordless Wednesday....Before and After

Before

May 4, 2010

After

May 23, 2010

:)

Simple Woman's Daybook...May 25, 2010

FOR TODAY...May 25, 2010

Outside my window...SUNSHINE!  It's a hot one today, but the sun is SO nice to see!

I am thinking...about the fun I will have with my sister this afternoon!  She's bringing my niece over to play in our backyard with the boys! 

I am thankful for...my sister - she's the best!  I am beyond lucky to have her in my life!

From the kitchen...nothing.  It's much too hot to be cooking or staying indoors today!

I am wearing...work clothes.  I'd prefer to say "capris, a tank top, and flip flops" but alas, that is not possible.

I am remembering...to put a load of laundry I started yesterday in the dryer before I have to rewash it.


I am going...to have a drink with my sister after work today.  Hopefully the kids will play nicely by themselves so we can sit and talk.


I am hoping...to hear something soon about the offer we put in on the house in Holley.  A bump notice had to be issued and they have 3 days to release the contingency or sell their house.  So nothing will be final until Friday.  Then the stress and planning begins. 

I am hearing...my fan.  No A/C here at work and this fan is barely touching the steaminess.

Pondering these words..."Don't ask what the world needs.  Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it.
Because what the world needs is people who have come alive."   --Howard Thurman

Around the house...packing needs to begin.  I have big plans to purge and downsize but am lacking the motivation and time to do it. 

On my mind...moving, packing, crazy summer schedules, new routines, impending change.

Noticing that...I don't handle stress well.  I either get an eye twitch, break out in hives, or get sick when I'm really stressed out. 

One of my favorite things...my backyard.  On nights like tonight I look forward to being able to hang out outside while the boys play (in fenced in safety) and give them the fresh air that helps them sleep well at night.

A few plans for the rest of the week:  Nathaniel has his first official dentist appointment tomorrow.  He's been before but not for an actual cleaning...this should be interesting!  Walk 'N Talk with Heidi.  Lunch plans with Nancy.  Melon Bean with Tiffany.  Long weekend with the family!!

Here is picture for thought I am sharing...my Baby went from this yesterday (minus the dirt)

to this today:

Boo hoo.  I expected it with Nate since his hair is so curly and thick and he really needed a haircut.  But I specifically told Dave to leave Alex alone.  I have yet to see it in person.  Boo.  Tis the season of Bald Babies, I guess.  :(

It's The Little Things...Serenity Now!

I have to admit, today has been one of those days when seeing the positive has been a bit of a struggle.  So for me to have to pin point "the little thing" that makes this journey of Motherhood worth it, is difficult, to say the least.  My children have been neither cute nor charming this week.  Alex is having some teething issues (I assume) that are making him CRANKY beyond belief.  Nathaniel's last day of school was today and he has been mouthy this week to the point of having his mouth washed out with soap!  His teacher even mentioned to Dave that Nathaniel had been using some "inappropriate language" - Yikes!  I'm not sure what that means, but (sadly!) I hope she "just" means he called someone a pig or told them they smelled like a goat.   Anyway, to celebrate It's The Little Things Thursdays with my friend Heidi over at Starts at Eight, I made a concerted effort to find something meaningful.



After a painfully long bedtime process tonight (which is usually SO easy!), I had had enough.  Nathaniel was doing everything in his power to procrastinate going to bed.  He pulled every trick in the book.  He couldn't find Bolt.  Then he couldn't find Boo Bankie.  He needed new "bedtime water" because the stuff he had "was from Yes-Tur-day!"  He needed to find his pike pole in case there was a fire he had to rush off to in the middle of the night.  He couldn't possibly fall asleep without knowing what his McDonald's Happy Meal toy's name was.  You name it!  So after two-hours of back and forth, I finally went in to find this:

He had fallen asleep "camping style" on the floor, in a make-shift sleeping bag, with his lantern left on and surrounded by fire trucks, but he was FINALLY asleep!  That is the point in the day when I can look at my precious children, admire them in all their peace and glory, and finally breathe and relax.   Ahhh....

Wordless Wednesday...Space Man

Simple Woman's Daybook...May 18, 2010

FOR TODAY...May 18, 2010

Outside my window...gray skies.  Again.

I am thinking...I will try to keep this short today so people will want to read it.  :)

I am thankful for...my family.  I'm sure I say that all the time but this past weekend we had a family dinner planned that I thought I would have to miss because Nate wasn't feeling well.  They told me to bring him over anyway and he did well most of the day but then threw up and cuddled up on the couch with a fever.  I am so thankful that my family loves us unconditionally and let us be there with a sick kid.  And it means a lot that Nate felt comfortable enough at Grandma and Grandpa's to be sick there...not once did he ask to go home.  That speaks volumes!

From the kitchen...I haven't been doing much cooking at all lately.  We eat out a lot because we're always on the run and with the house showings we've had the last couple days it's easier to get the kids out of the house and feed them then try to keep the house clean around them and clean up after a meal.  Lazy, I know.

I am wearing...work clothes.  I wish they weren't so tight and unflattering but that's another topic for another day.

I am remembering...to keep this short.  It's hard.  There's so much I want to say and I feel the incessant need to (over) explain everything!  Usually for me, though.  My memory is so bad if I don't elaborate, I'll forget what I was talking about later :)

I am creating...I finally got my NYC photos uploaded to Kodak so I'd like to work on creating a photo book of our trip.  I'd like to do that with our Arizona trip, the boys' first years, and a few other "topics" that are easy to break out.  We'll see if I actually get to them...

I am going...to fold all the laundry tonight.  It's taking over my basement and looks sloppy for house showings.  It's all CLEAN, but needs to be folded and put away.  That's on my agenda for tonight.

I am hoping...the two house showings we have today pan out.  One is a second showing from yesterday.  The woman is looking for a house for her 80-year-old mother who lives in Florida right now.  Our tiny ranch would be perfect for her with a few modifications to accommodate her walker.  They were here for over an hour yesterday and today she is bringing her brother in from Albion to take a look at it.  We shall see!

I am hearing...my computer fan, someone talking somewhere. 

Pondering these words..."There seems to be an automatic assumption that negative is realistic and positive is unrealistic." - S Jeffers

Around the house...NOTHING *sigh* - it's remarkably clean and I like it.  Although it takes constant attention and work to keep it that way on the heels of two small children, but it looks nice and feels accomplished.

On my mind...lots of things.  The house selling, packing and moving, Nate's last day of school on Thursday, Alex's excessive crying lately, my weight loss plans, my ever-growing to-do list.  It goes on and on...

Noticing that...I've been sneezing a LOT today...Is it a bad allergy today?  I just had a cold a couple weeks ago, surely I can't be getting sick again, Right?!?!

One of my favorite things...sleep.  I wish I got more of it.  It seems like a gigantic waste of time usually, but it's SO necessary to my mental health. 

A few plans for the rest of the week:  Mama Lunch tomorrow, Walk 'N Talk with Heidi, Nate's last day of school, Open House on Sunday, whatever else comes our way!

Here is picture for thought I am sharing...

It's the Little Things...Community

In this (often) difficult journey of Motherhood, I have learned that the strength and support of a wider community of people known as friends (and fellow Moms!) is INSTRUMENTAL to my success.  Without the consistent love, feedback, and experience I get from these fabulous women, I would definitely be struggling to keep my head above water!

It is here that I have found this week's "Little Thing" to celebrate It's The Little Things Thursdays with my friend Heidi over at Starts at Eight.  Heidi and I went to high school together but I think it's fair to say we didn't really play in the same social circles.  I knew her in high school, but I can't say I really knew her.  It wasn't until some 15 years later when a silly Yahoo group intended on keeping usable stuff out of landfills forced our paths to cross.  I am so thankful it did!  In the past year she has grown to be one of my most valuable resources and strongest supporters.  I didn't realize quite how much until yesterday.

Every week Heidi and I have a scheduled "Walk 'N Talk" where we meet at the mall (with my kids in tow) and walk (and talk, get it?). We have a circuit worked out and we hoof it, as often as possible (depending on the cooperation of my 4-year-old, usually)!  Not only is it a great excuse to get some (much needed!) exercise into my week, but it gives me an opportunity to get the kids out of the house (which they love!), and provides me with some "girl talk" to bounce things off someone of like mind, similar values, and with 100 times more experience in mothering than I have.

 Walk 'N Talk Buddy, Heidi, geared up for our weekly hike with the boys!

Until yesterday, vacations, schedules, and prior commitments had derailed our weekly plans for over a month and let me tell you, it was noticed.  I didn't realize how valuable these weekly Walk 'N Talks were until we finally got back on schedule yesterday.  Yesterday I was having a crappy afternoon.  The kids were overtired and whiny and mouthy.  I had a headache and had just gotten some less than desireable news from our Realtor about a house we were interested in.  If it weren't for the fact that it had already been so long, I might have cancelled, put the boys to bed early, and drowned my sorrows in a glass of wine or an evening on Facebook.  But I wanted to get back on schedule and I am SO glad to have had the opportunity.

After just two hours of girl time with Heidi, I went home re-energized and feeling positive.  It was refreshing and much appreciated!  We don't talk about much of great importance, just concerns of the moment, frustrations of the week, or plans for the near future.  But that time to decompress and share thoughts with a good friend is of utmost importance!  I have grown to count on these outings as a basic requirement for my mental health!  Thank you, Heidi, for being an integral member of my community!  I am blessed to have you "on my side" along this journey!

Wordless Wednesday - The Thinker

Simple Woman's Daybook...May 11, 2010

FOR TODAY...May 11, 2010

Outside my window...the sun is shining, albeit temporarily.  They (the weathermen, that is) are calling for rain later today.  I guess we’re finally getting the April weather we skipped by…so does that make it “MAY showers bring JUNE flowers”?  

I am thinking...about this house hunting process we’re in currently.  We got our house on the market last week and are looking at a few houses that have some land to offer.  To find any options in our price range we tend to have to sacrifice the quality of the house or the length of the commute to get what we want.  It’s frustrating but necessary.

I am thankful for...my family.  There are a lot of people I know who have strains somewhere in their family - mother-daughter rifts, siblings they don’t speak to, etc.  I am blessed with a family I truly adore and a brother, sister, Mom and Dad who have been there through thick and thin.  I see them often, talk to them frequently, even have fun with them when we’re together.  Go figure!  I am truly lucky to have such a great support system.  

From the kitchen...Avery is wimpering to come out here and pester me for attention.  My mint tea is soothing my tired body and achey soul.

I am wearing...a sweater.  In May.  Yesterday I had TWO sweaters on and had my heater running in my office all day.  In MAY.  Gotta love Rochester weather!

I am remembering...very little these days.  I swear I feel like an 80-year-old woman some days.  I have a hard time remembering things I say, things I've heard, phone calls I have to make, things I've promised people, who I've lent movies to, who I've had conversations with.  It's ridiculous!  I need some Gingko Biloba or something!

I am going...to Dee's house for a Meeting of the Minds.  She and a few of my friends from City Hall get together once a month or so and hang out over dinner and a glass (or two) of wine.  Dee always hosts it (unless we decide to go OUT somewhere) and when Dave is working that allows me to bring the kids so they can play with Dee's son, Evan, and daughter, Shannon.  Nathaniel LOVES them and Shannon is fabulous with Alex so it works out great!  Nathaniel calls Evan his "sister"...ha!

I am hoping...we sell our house fast.  I hate the roller coaster ride that selling a house can cause.  The ups and downs, the back and forth, the indecision, having to ready at the drop of a hat to clean up and get out.  It's exhausting and confusing for the little ones.  I just want to sell the house so we can focus on looking for a new one.  I'd love to say "so we can build at Mom and Dad's" but truth be told, we have a very tight deadline and while I'd LOVE for that to work out, I don't see it happening.  I guess we'll just see how things work out.  If it's meant to be it will work out, right?

I am hearing...Avery wimpering, the clock ticking, the rain I mentioned earlier falling...

Pondering these words..."Hey you, I'll read your face like a BOOK!" - Nathaniel's latest "insult". It's bugging the crap out of me!  He's been so mouthy lately that I actually threatened to wash his mouth out with soap this morning!  He has gotten in trouble quite a bit lately for calling people a "pig" or saying "you smell like a goat" so now when's he angry he'll call you a "mean book" and when he wants to be scary or threatening he'll say the above phrase.  It's frustrating.  I'm not sure how to curb it...

Around the house...Nathaniel is doing a pretty good job of keeping his stuff picked up.  It's a constant effort to keep on top of it!  I'm very proud of him for being such a big boy and a great helper!

On my mind...a house we went to see yesterday.  It's out in Holley, near Noah and Wendy.  It is a great price and has HUGE potential!!  It sits on 5 acres and I loved the yard!  The house needs some improvements but is liveable as is and we could update it as time went by...there's huge possibilities there.  The biggest downfall....the commute.  40 minutes to work, on a good day.  In the winter I'd probably be looking at an hour or more.  Not sure if that balances out.  We're just going to have to weigh our options, I guess...

Noticing that...the house gets VERY quiet after the boys are asleep.  I can hear every little noise and I LOVE it!

One of my favorite things...my new nightly mint tea routine.  It's so warm and relaxing...not to mention yummy!  Plus, it keeps me from munching aimlessly on food I don't need anyway!

A few plans for the rest of the week:  Play-date with Tiff & Brie, hoping to meet up with Rebecca and Simone, WALK ‘N TALK (finally!) with Heidi, Darien Lake with Tiff & Brie this weekend, whatever else the mood strikes in us!

Here is picture for thought I am sharing...

Nice weather brings more and more of this.  My big boy, scootering down the sidewalk...*sigh*

Be sure to stop over to the Simple Woman's Daybook to read more entries!